letting go has never been easy.. who said it was anyway? it is the most crucial part in a relationship. it's hard letting go of someone who has already been a part of your life; someone who's already attached to you and made a difference in your life. it's hard if it's someone close to you.. it's hard letting go if you still love that person.. it's even harder when you still both love each other but you just got to let go..

it's hard to end something you've started, something you gave all that you can.. something you worked hard for.. but then there are things we can't control.. things that aren't meant to last.. things that we have to let go no matter how much we tried hard holding on to it. we must remember that nothing is permanent in this world. sometimes it really slips out of our hands without us knowing it.. that it's already too late for us to get it back.. that we can't do anything else..

unexpected things really come our way.. and when we allow it to take on us, we can't do nothing anymore.. we can end up losing the people we love. we can lose a part of us.. and at the end of the day, we will realize that it's our fault that we allowed these unexpected things to control us.. that it's our lost.. for we allowed it to happen..

though we try not to admit that were hurt; that everything is okay, still it shows.. no matter how much we hide it. we stand up and smile while deep down inside we feel like breakingdown. it makes us weak.. it's taken over us.. it makes us wanna scream, it makes us wanna shout..

there's also a point when we would still want to hold on though we know there's nothing we could do about it anymore. and this part hurts.. because inside us, we're still hoping that we could still work things out with the person we love. but then again, our love isn't enough to stick to it.. we gotta do something to win it back again.. we gotta prove something that it's worth another chance.. what's sad about this is that not all of us could bring back the way things were just like that.. so we would end up giving up.. and eventually let go..

we will never know when to move on.. especially if the love we're feeling is still strong.. we really need to work hard in order to move on.. it's a matter of choice.. our choice to let go despite and inspite of.. what hurts even more is the waiting part.. waiting for the time when we would feel better again.. it's like hell.. but only time could heal the wounds, really.

it's hard.. it's hard letting go.. it would never be easy.. never..